Reels of tape, they roll, playing pictures in the theatre of my mind... Fantasies I created within the documentary in which you and I reside. - They played over and over, a decade of construction- Credits roll for the millionth time in my sleep as I wish for Death's Destruction. - -I wish I knew you better- - To the point where I could read your curves to the letter- Where I didn't have to imagine, fathom who you are now And who you'd be if you and I were we... - I jumped into the fire of your icy blues Hoping to be ******* burned alive and came out unscathed. - God, my head is tired of holding this heavy weight, These reels I've collected... And now that fire I wanted to consume me Burns my theatre to the ground. - I close my eyes. - Credits roll again.