Pain, I am in love with you. I love how you find comfort in my heart. I love how you assure me of your presence. I love how I fear you, every night I allow your chest to be my pillow. I love how you make me realize how slow time is for dark nights to tick.In darkness you give me reasonable hugs to allow you to fiddle with my soul. Pain, I'm in love with how you settle in my heart and lay foundation of fear. I love how I become lost in your thoughts, your vision. I love how you've allowed me to live by opinions and expectations. I love how you ******* lips and remind me that you are nothing but a heavy object that befriends ashes to burn my character and erase my happiness: allowing joy, freedom and love to not engage with me and just let it pass by.
Pain I'm in love with you, I love how you are always there when I need you most.