I'm puttin in a request for love without rest. Gimme dat good **** and I don want no mess. I'm a ****** up individual still dealing with the residual affects of living this life loveless. Don't got no one to come home to no to run to no one to hold this scarred heart, to hold this bag of bones together no one to blow my universe apart and replace it with something new. No I don't want no mess when I'm the one that needs a new fix I'm useless and I've yet to accept myself for who I am.
I'm putting in a request for you to bring some color to my life I've been blanched for quite some time need that passion that newness to grow old with. I need your timeless. It's gonna take some time for me to get strength and confidence. And I'm not long till the finish. I know the idea of "us" can outlast the length of time I need and at the end of this race I'm requesting your presence. Can you wait for me?