it's funny how i feared you giving up yourself completely to him and how empty you'd feel once he abandoned you and now you're pulling away and i can feel all the memories dying in my head. it's ironic how all my fears revolved around you but i'm the one feeling empty after another fruitless relationship seems to be ending and i'm left AGAIN with voices in my head saying "you shouldn't have", because i know i shouldn't have made exceptions to the one rule i swore would be mine.

but if he gets to apologize and if you get to forget everything and forgive, then i get another chance to say NEVER AGAIN.