The tears flow down my cheek
onto my pillow
My pillow absorbs and hides every single one
I cry in silence
In hope of never being heard
I don't show sadness in front of others
I do not want to be weak
I don't cut
The scars would be too noticeable
I don't tell others my problems
I don't want to be an open book
I smile and walk
My face shows sunshine
But I am rain