I don't even know what to say.

I don't even know how to start.

There is so much to mention,
We are now drifting apart...

Close by, somewhere far away
Days might be simply ash grey
You are the one out of not many to help
You are the one who is always right there

Knowing now that it is almost the end
Taking mask off, ending games of pretend
Have to mention quite a lot
Talking honest, that is what I want

Through relationships I was actually taught
How to trust one and how to not
How to differ from fake to real
Speak openly and say what you feel  

From mistakes and ridiculous paths,
From being able to observe aftermath...
I was gradually getting away
From the beast like I'm its prey.