loving someone so much it hurts it feels like a tearing at the nape of your throat the butterflies in your stomach stay afloat and the redness in your cheeks remain a permanent tone the shaking in your voice and the trembling in your hands give away the anxiety, betraying the secrets of your heart as you bite your lip to get it to stop, you're forced to laugh... the smile stays frozen in place, your blood stays warm... your heart races... everything else begins to slow down and all thats left is you and him and the trust and love you have just found...