When does It become okay to admit that she is into you?
For me its when she says hello.
But that’s the **** problem,
After hello we are hearing wedding bells happily ever after.
We love everyday without a worry.
It is indeed hopeless, its also not reality.
It is actually disparaging.
For her, im probably just another face.
So when I see us going up the stairway to heaven,
She sees the cheese fries behind me.
I get my hopes all the way up,
She stays in the moment.
I become heartbroken when she walks away,
She plans on talking again later.
I see her and I am in pain,
But I cant tell her this because I just met her.
Now she sees a scant of who I am,
She has no idea and I don’t expect her to.
So this is all what makes love so hard, for me.
You have to know me better than I know myself,
Upon first acquaintance.
And so that’s why I am always alone,
At least I think.
Hold on her she comes,
Hopefully she didn’t hear what I just said.