You sit on the couch and stare at the black screen of the tv. You can't fall apart now, we need you more than you could imagine, so it hurts when you hurt.
I can't take it just as much as you can't, you were the one to raise me and I can now walk in your shoes; so I, of anyone knows, you need to take a step back.
Don't do this to yourself, don't do this to me. Keep composure- i can't get my words out fast enough for you to hear because if it lasts too long, you won't listen.