When I speak do I sound like decay? I spit the shredded, The crushed, The drenched and tattered Pieces of high-cost academic language, The old fashioned phrases with which I Dressed my words in dignity, The symbols of all that I attained before I stagnated and regressed... Did I pluck truffles from the mountainside? Did I shovel them in me, Greedy like a coal furnace, Only to heave them up later as wretched slime? Now, for the stench, no one can understand me, No one can even try