for me, my faith is personal
it is not physical

it is something i want to reach
but i can’t touch with my bare hands
instead i can touch with my heart

my faith is fragile yet it's there
like the wind on hot days
and the sun on dark sky

but only for a while
because the devil
push me away before the wind touch my body
and cover my eyes with sins
until the sun no longer be seen

the feeling guilty
makes me filthy
but i'm down on my knees
for the hundred times
calling Your name
calling Your mercy

because You are merciful
mercy than mother
mercy that father
forgave all of my sins
but i took You for granted

Your love for me
is bigger than the universe
bigger than my heart
my friends told me i have

so i'm calling out to You
to hear me crying
telling You how sorry i am
about the day i forgot to pray
asking You to help me
because i'm lost

this humble creature
that sins bigger than fantasies
is hoping You can help me