Can i talk to you? I have few things i'd like to say. The words that you hear have not been rehearsed or prepared for me. The emotion and thoughts are all courtesy of me.
I've had a crush on you for quite some time.....although I knew your heart would never be mine. You were my Wonder Woman and i wanted to see you fly......not the way you slid across the floor when he punched you in the eye.
I became so upset ....I asked you what you were going to do. You said " He was just playing....You know how you guys do." A look of confusion covered my face like a halloween mask......my question was this" what do you mean?"
You stated that you loved him with every fiber of your being. Did the neighbors tell you about the new woman he's been seeing? Now....you're fumbling around in your purse .....stating that you are looking for a mint. The evidence collected means you don't need a hint.
Listen....I've envisioned giving you a full body massage as you arrive home from work. The candles would be lit....soft music and wine. The meal would be served at ten fifty nine. I'll need that extra minute to carry you down the steps.......
I pull out your chair and admire your beauty as you sit down. My mind is steady asking one question......how did you end marrying this clown?
He's four foot eleven and needs books when he drives......when you first talked to him online he said he was six foot nine. A relationship built upon lies......now tears run down those beautiful eyes.
I saw the wedding picture.....and it looks like you are happy, but not actually. The photo would be so much happier if it was just you and me. I wish I could tell you how I really feel. I'll just keep it my journal .....because daydreams and fantasies no one can steal.
I haven't stopped hoping........that you'll understand the way that i feel.
I can't believe you settled and you never had a clue. I have loved you for quite sometime and even purchased a shiny thing.......in hopes that things wouldn't go through......
P.S.......I Love You. Although you will never get to see this........Congratulations on your marriage