I enter my class around eight thirty three. The teacher gives me a stern stare.....making feel as though I shouldn't be there. I shrug my shoulders because I fail to see....the cause of the attitude....she didn't wake up next to me.
We had a test and I tried to study .....but the book studied me. I really want a good score....but my efforts were poor. Too busy lolly gagging and talking to my friends at the store.
I'm sitting at my desk with my notes in view.....a student walks over and pushes my things on the floor......and states " I really don't like you." A little startled and caught off guard.....I gather my things from the floor and say "is that true?....I haven't even done anything to you."
I never liked you and today will be total hell for you. Don't worry about the test.....worry about what I'm going to do. He had the peanut gallery who were making comments and instigating ......anticipating the chaos that was awaiting. Meanwhile, I'm debating my immediate situation and I'm seeking some type of instruction.
I look to the teacher and of course .....she has a blank stare and says " I didn't see nothing." Class, quiet down and clear off your desks. It is now time to take your highly anticipated test. The hint of humor didn't help me a bit. I had a body full of anger collecting and it refused to submit.
A piece of paper hit me in the head as the teacher passed out papers in the rear of the class. I felt the train moving fast ....and about to derail. A delivery was about to be made. "You have mail."
I had another item hit me.....and i said to myself this is getting out of hand. I said a silent word and breathed in some almost fresh air. I walked out of class to calm the beast within.....knowing that it would be detrimental if i connected with his chin.
I've been bullied for the last time.....my friend once told me this" in order to gain someone's respect ....you have to disrespect them first." I didn't understand at the time......but as I walked in the halls I reflected on that line.
I gathered myself and went back to class....of course I was in trouble for roaming the halls without a pass. I went to my seat and proceeded to sit on a tack.....not to mention that someone also emptied out my knapsack.
He was sitting there with a smirk on his face and said "so what are you going to do?" "You're that skinny kid with a fat stomach from room 302." " That's the slow class."
I walked away with my head down....but the anger hit overflow. He stated that my class was slow....but forgot my hands were fast. I gave him a taste and before he even knew......his face went from red to blue. A preschool lesson about blending colors....
I got suspended for my part in the fight.....I could've done more....but bullying just isn't right. We never became friends ....but everyone now knew not to pick on me.....because of what my hands could do. The skinny kid with the fat stomach from room 302.