I talk about him everyday,
Spend my day with him
Go crazy with him
Ready to go for a ride and don’t give a **** what happens
Cause I am with him,

My most closest friends going blue
Feeling I will forget them and thinking I
Don’t give a **** about them,
Deep inside I care for both

I cry and sit under my table shattered into pieces,
Remembering all memories with them
But never thought we were making memories which will always stay.

Something pulls me behind,
Guilt which come but goes because you trust yourself
More than anyone.

You wanna run and try to fade all
Memories which you have stuck in your head,
But you know you will miss them cause they
Were a part of you.

You wish they were ash of fire
Which you blow and goes away,
Never comes back or return
You miss both sides.