i realized it 10 years ago today that my heart doesn't follow the right cliche i think the wrong things every day so i feel guilty every time i try to pray and i don't like it when girls walk away but i like the way their hips sway i mean i guess guys are okay but in a friend sort of way it's not something i planned to convey because my parents dreams i tried to obey basically what i'm trying to say (if i may) i'm... not straight.