My legs and my feet have been aching A sore quiet pain Everything takes much effort these days And I hope and wait To fall back into place Hoping for a new splash Of elated happiness.
I like it when I have something exciting to announce One more day till I strut in Barbie pink Holographic high heels.
I think of you everyday Don't you think of me everyday too.
Nothing seems to fit in just yet I tell mama please move on along My father tried to use me to cover up a lie And I think of all the thousands of times I retreated and left for good Only to go back into the lions den A limb hanging off my bones From your ****** teeth Shocked at my saying "This is the last time."
The last time I was Peter Pan You fed me in the morning I take it personally when people unfollow me I wonder where I must have erred Or if it is just happenstance I don't know anymore And I hope someday not to care.
I'm afraid of not reaching my goals I'm afraid of being successful I'm tired, tired all the time.
I do yoga And a flood of memories revisits me in the quiet Sweating and seeing Feeling the day I got lost in Disneyworld Or we took photos in front of the ferris wheel All of it There is too much To remember.