I heard you got into ecstasy recently. i hate that you abuse that i know what it does to people. i wish i could talk to you one more time stop you from doing these hard drugs i miss when me and you would just smoke i wonder why you would do this i wonder why you said you were happy i just want one more conversation. i want to tell you that i care that i don't want him to suffer i just want to let him know i forgive him and i'm sorry i just want him to know i am always here for him i want him to know i want him to be happy i want him to stop doing pills and codeine i want him to never do e again i want him to stop acid and shrooms i am worried that he is falling down a hole i'm worried about the cigarettes he smokesΒ Β i'm so worried he will die i know he is suffering i know he's a liar when he says he is happy i know he is sad, and so am i i just want one more conversation before he's gone