i swear to god when you pulled me out of that car you had to have known what we are at first i remember hiding you from my dad and i remember the first time i made you sad now you make me wish i was dead i'm alone and i'm stuck in my head nobody looks like or talks like or thinks like you and i've been dreaming about you wanting me too ive been picturing your laugh inside my mind and without you in my vision i might as well go blind you're all i ever talk about when i'm drunk with my friends and they try to tell me that you and i is now "the end" i never listen i just fantasize when will i quit telling myself lies i remember all good times and it makes me cry the bad times are there but i don't care and i don't know why i miss being in the same room as you just sitting now i'm alone every night and it makes me feel like quitting i wasn't even alive until i met you so how the **** do i live without you nobody can love you like i do