First slice You feel pain Second slice You don't feel numb Third slice You continue slicing Keep slicing until the numbness has gone You think that this is the only thing you can do After multiple slices You start to regret what you have done You see the new scars that you have created Blood soaks through your clothing Red on your hands and down your legs Next morning The day before is present on your body You gave into the urges but didn't cut deep enough to die The voices aren't as pleased as what they would be But you pleased them enough to quiet them down
Relapses aren't great but you do what you have to do to survive.