he suffers from bouts of lust something that can only be cured by real love. his loneliness expands past his hands to touch no one but me. he always says he's happy but his goosebumps tell a different story in a language i studied fully, dot by sensuous dot. there is more to him, to us, than meets the eye its powerful and deeply satisfying. but, i have to let him live his sullied peach toned lie.