as you sit drooling and see you're pulling any strings you can to make your stand as you sit staring at the tv, glaring back at you in the dull blue light it's reflecting the sublime it's protecting as your brain melts and the radio star belts another song to your ear but you still can't hear the true calling in your name and no need to feel ashamed; you're not to blame. you're broken; nothing to claim; gone to the wrong side of lame.