There’s still a space in my head where you will linger,
It just makes sense, I’m right there for you to point the finger.
Tell me I’m good again, lie to my insides,
there’s little left to learn here, it seems that fate decides.
I tilt towards forever, as your words crash against this rocky shore,
an imperfection, a nervous laugh, what more is there about me to adore?
You push on - pulled over, life stalled out, we can no longer drive,
I beg your attention, suspension, let me touch your skin so I know that I’m alive.
Spilling everything to crumpled sheets, and lightly starched pillow cases,
subliminally standing still, watching tears fall down undeserving faces.
I’m the worst at being the best, I know there’s a line drawn in the sand,
the miracle of comfort reveals itself right next to you where I used to stand.
You forgave me, you did, there was no question or ill-intent,
this feeble mind wondered at how my memories would be spent.
“He laughed, he loved and seemed to care a great deal,”
“He was a thoughtless hollow shell of a man who couldn’t feel.”
There’s a cure buried on the surface of your skin,
Forever is already lost, the line between good and “let go” is so thin.
Legacy lost to this episode, an ebb and flow,
cut it off, so there’s no chance to regrow our treasure trove.