I'm sorry, but I have to hate you

You ripped up my skin like confetti

All of my shields,

It wasn't fair

I missed my bed and kept right on falling

Right into you, a brick wall I had the illusion I could chisel out in time

As soon as I hit, bones crushed, you swallowed me like prison walls
I was trying to climb in, not out

I've got this wrong

I'm going to back away slowly

Close my eyes an count to ten and you'll be gone and I'll forget