**** THAT so i did my research and what i found is that THIS SITE IS FOR THE DRAMITIC lost in love driven to the deepest of depression post death fear and someone trying to motivate us all **** THAT i am not in love because i am crazy and needy i am hurting because i miss you and i am afraid when i leave i wont be missed i am lazy i am what i knew in eighth grade i would never be but i hear you Michael i know exactly where to start and if you just read this you know where to start too.