I cant stop going back to all the things that i know wont work I forsake the lessons ive learned in the hopes that things will be different this time But it's always the same Drunk or high It won't help me remember how to fly Ive forgotten how to use my wings And how to use my voice to sing The melodies that used to pick me up and dance in my head have found their way to playing on the brighter stages with new friends Its all been lost to the passage of time and if this is all that ive got left i see no reason not to die Empty chrouses and a cacophony of silent applauses Vacant seats and dead vibrations in the air There will be no break for intermission This show goes on hold for no one With a decaying babckbeat for none to hear And a drowning melody that will flood your ears You will soon learn that theres no method to the madness Its just a pouring out of all the things that make up sadness