I understand why they call it a crush Because it will break every bone in your body till you lay lifeless in your bed crying Tear stained cheeks and blood shot eyes The thoughts of him swarming my mind of the girl I’ll never be
Never be the girl he pulls closer as we dance to a slow song Never be the girl he lays his soft lips on whenever he can Never be the girl who could wear his oversized sweaters when she’s cold
I’ll never be the girl she is to him Forgetting why I even want to be his in the first place He makes me want to blow my brains out and is the only reason I want to live at the same time
But he’s just a crush And I’m just broken Broken from a boy who will never love me
It’s funny how that works He’s free from everything he’s done to me Yet I’m stuck with it Stuck with having to see him everyday Stuck with this never ending hope that he’ll look at me He doesn’t even know what he’s doing to me but he’s doing it constantly And I’m stuck with loving him
But is it still a crush when you find yourself in love with him