Have you ever been so depressed, that you sit in the shower?
Have you ever been so lost that you lose yourself too?
I'm not talking among the stars.
Or in someone's arms.
I plainly mean you are so beyond hoping for that you even give up on you.
I sit in the shower
I sleep more than 8 hours
I am always either hungry or lost my will to try
I am lost
I am holding on
And lately I hope its worth it
But when you reenter my mind
When you find your way in
I see you in EVERYBODY
I START GETTING SICK
I spend all my time either not talking or sleeping
Get the **** out of my head
Stop invading my dreams
Stop making me think everyone I love
Are all my enemies