Daddy do you see what you have done? Bitter poison covertly injected and you - the anaesthetist. Confusing madness for wisdom - malleable child of so few years. Your drip drip drip - black wax fills my ears until you are all I can hear. Volcano erupting - dam bursting - no time to run for cover. A bottomless pit of disappointment - your face a sour craggy rock - hard and impenetrable. Blank as walls when the tears fall from this 10 year olds eyes, Watery jewels that sting, sharp and acrid , blinked quickly away in military style. Emotions deftly covered , assume the rounded shoulder of defeat . I will never be free .