I once dreamed about pushing a girl
off a balcony; then I read a news report
of a girl who jumped off a balcony
& I fell in love w/ the girl in the article
& TV brief & decided to look her up; seems
she was a teenage rich girl who came to NYC
from a small town in Eastern Europe
to break into modeling but she was told
she wasn't thin enough so she became
bulemic & anorexic & addicted to pills
& started drinking & hanging w/ the wrong
crew but the party didn't last b/c she hated
herself & was ashamed of her reputation
as an easy party girl so she jumped
from the balcony of the condo her father
had bought her in midtown & after she
died everybody in the business was
saying how great she was; how
she could have been the next Gia;
a loaded gun was found on the balcony
& the police wondered why she didn't
shoot herself, deducing it was b/c she
was a girl & girls seldom shoot themselves;
so she took a header into midtown traffic
shattering her frail body on the pavement;
nothing left of her but a ****** twin-set;
she could have been the next Gia,
but I don't recall her name now