Mar 2018
They say spring brings new beginnings
But I'm always the same after each one passes
While others laugh and change
I'm quiet and still the same inside
Empty and numb
Dark and quiet
It clashes with the season
While everything is full of life
And the sun shines
While the rain gives hold to beautiful flowers and blossoms
People change
They become happier
For them spring brings good times and happiness
For me it brings nothing
But I'm always the same after each one passes
While others laugh and change
I'm quiet and still the same inside
Empty and numb
Dark and quiet
It clashes with the season
While everything is full of life
And the sun shines
While the rain gives hold to beautiful flowers and blossoms
People change
They become happier
For them spring brings good times and happiness
For me it brings nothing
i wrote this i think in lioe 2016, and i was just really struggling with my mental state. ive been getting a bit better, but things still are pretty hard for me right now and im hoping that things will get better soon
