I persecuted you I scorned you I was the scars on your back from those whips I was the fist that beat you I was the spear that was plunged into your side I was the hammer that pounded the nails into your hands and feet I was the thorns pressed into your head I was the crowd that shouted for your death I was the soldiers who mocked you and beat you I was the disciple who betrayed you I was the Governor who allowed you to be killed I was the reason you were put on that cross After all I have done to you I hated you when you loved me I gave you insults when you gave me encouragement I slapped your hand away when you reached out After all of this you give me never ending grace! No matter how hard or how fast I ever ran You always ran faster You always ran harder I am the chief of sinners!!! I lead those who persecuted you I was the apostle Paul who you have used to love people You used me to love others as you have loved me How do I pray to you when I have nothing to offer? You build me up when I tear you down You give me life when I thought I could never leave that guilt that was death You freed me You disciplined me You fight for me You died in my place You died for the world You fight to save sinners and to love sinners You are the lover of sinners and after all I've done I am saved by grace!!!!!!