Dear, my plus size diary you let me in and push others out although they try to break you down to find our secrets you will always stay close to me some say that you are full of too many secrets to that you need to lose secrets to look normal and you tell them you are so sick of being ******* normal you  like being your self but the put you in a box that they hide at the top of the closet under *******, lies, diets, And bingeing and purging  I lose the diary that I want they call me a diary chaser and do it well until my body swells to the point that I've changed I loved you and my soft plush diary and I miss that diary that I first met this is why I close this story how I do I ******* miss you.