I’ve lived with this pain since I was 18
Best years of my life nowhere to be seen
Waiting for the day I drop the regret
Start living for now and seeing the best

Stuck in a box with a negative mindset
Staring at clocks wondering where the time went
I’m lost in the world but don’t worry about finding
Only I can decide when the sun will be rising

Got demons inside that scream and shout
Keep telling the devil he needs to get out
But hell to me, ain’t a war or a death
Hell to me, is a mirror and my breath