the one they are and the one they want to be

      well this is me, fighting duality, making an attempt to wholly be free 

i can tell you assuredly - i'm not scared, admittedly 

i have no idea what it is that I'm doing
i don't understand what it is that I'm pursuing

if such is life I willingly, shall spend my days accordingly

i'll not expect too much you see, only take what comes to me

       i'll keep it close within my reach, hide from those who steal to be     

one of me grasps easily, the other let's go skeptically