There comes a point when all you wanna do is to surrender, Surrender all that hurts, all that you can no longer bear. There comes a point when you wanna give up, Even when giving up for many means defeat, but no.
I wanna go back to that day when things are free, Free that I could laugh at the top of my lungs. I wanna go back to those days when all I wanna do is to pick flowers from my Mom's garden Cos those times made me feel that such place was paradise.
I wanna jump back to that very time when Mom tells me to sleep every afternoon, but I was too stubborn that I just played around and ignored her words. I wanna jump back to the time when Papa would let me go with him in his route, and we'll play and haunt spiders all day long.
I wanna go back to those times when I'm still ignorant, Ignorant that even small things could make me smile. I wanna go back to those times when Papa would carry me from the sofa thinking I was fallen asleep, but I was just pretending so he would carry me.
I wanna say now that if only I could go and turn back time, I would definitely seize the moment, Those moments when all that could hurt me is the wound from too much playing, Not now that wounds come from my own decisions.