She strives for the picture in her mind of that inimitable girl she can't define. She runs through life trying to stay on track guarded, but craving a pat on the back. She dreams out how she wants scenarios to go and is fine ending up watching a different show. She clings to the people she holds most dear even the ones that are not so near. She condemns herself when mistakes abound instead of just saying, "it's too late now"...