trying to drown myself in a glass full of whiskey
pouring my misery out in the world
as I exhale the taste of alcohol
it burns down my throat
lighting a spark in my stomach
I feel relaxed
at last
but I know this won’t last
I drown myself in substance
I lose myself in space
staring at a naked wall
bruised up my body punching itself
against the naked wall
soon it will end
I'm tired
I'm sorry