I say goodbye I let you go You are forgiven And so am I How could you always be inside? I knew you not Yet you controlled My every move I almost exploded I felt so sad I was afraid To look deep inside You piercing gaze Your mellow ways What a smile Hid so much pain The past was here It never left As you grew stronger And yet so kind Oh so sweet Such gentle ways Burrying your thorns As blood gushed forth Twisting and pulling Screaming and pushing Clenching and grinding As fire and smoke Kept building inside While the forest of tears Could not put you out Tornado of feelings Whirling its way Up and down my spine Every breath that I take Yet you remained hidden What a disguise What's not to like Says everyone smiling But I see you now All anger no fun You had me controlled But I tell you now I say goodbye I let you go