We are waiting at the foot of the stairs. All afternoon you have been hidden from sight as women fidget with your hair, paint your face with the latest brands to make you more beautiful than you already are but say you are not.
The boy you have chosen for tonight, this season, this life, fiddles with his wrist, impatient as the clock scuttles towards seven, when you’ll and he’ll be free. The evening unfilled, but no doubt dancing will be involved, a kiss under the lights. What you could be doing may keep me up half the night.
I shall not judge him. I know his folks and they’re good people. I think over dinner once you said he was on the basketball team. A Bulls fan if I recall. We don’t speak much. He is merely doing what I once did, eyes on the time, suit and tie and the shimmer of gel scraped through the hair.
When you arrive the obligatory pictures are taken. A smile, wide, a drizzle of jewellery, a cyan dress. He’s beaming, and why wouldn’t he. Goodbyes charged with meaning flicker in the room like lazy moths.
It’s seven when you depart and on the sofa in the front room I know this is the beginning of the end, when you’ll say to me you are no longer a kid but of course, we both know, you haven’t been for a long time.
Written: March 2018. Explanation: A poem written in my own time - edits possible in the near future. Feedback welcome. A link to my Facebook writing page can be found on my HP home page.