I am from everlasting irrational fears about the most unrealistic situations.

i am from sleepless nights thinking about the unanswerable questions and feeling scared to dream.

i am from a good home, yet i still have problems,

i am from being made fun of because of my race, something that i had no control over

i am from jumbled thoughts that never seem to cease

i am from rainy days that are the only thing that seem to bring me joy

i am from feeling no hope about my future,

i am from ****** up feelings about what’s going on around me,and a longing heart to be accepted for who i am.

i am from people who were scared of me because i spoke of death and decay.

i am from believing there is no god in this universe.

I am from the country where people can **** me for my beliefs.


i am from wishing i was never born, So i would’ve never had to experience this hell called life.

i am from days where i feel completely lost in direction to thinking i know exactly what is in store for me.


i am from hating just about everything about myself and days where i just want to end it all.

i am from blaring music in my ears that when i take out my earbuds i can hear a distant ringing.

i am from trying to look for the best in every situation to giving up and always assuming the worst.