cut roses
sustained by memories of warmth
and love
is it pitiful?
slippery little fox
tear me apart limb from limb
still
what will i do when you die?

\should i strive to be
more
or less...?
devastatingly handsome//
mystery *** box
if i could, i would leave you
as you left me

"a fallen world"
all gone to hell,
it's not good enough
don't close your heart to what comes next
so long as i am here,
let me be the unreasonable one

I Can't Believe It's Not Closure!
it was guilt all along--
a woman coming on top of me
"in the old butch way,"
more
or less
like
you

i've seen too much
bring me back to life