you turn the tap on
with a little bit more force
because it's been broken for months
and nobody bother to fix it

you hear the thumping sound of the water
hitting your head
not too hard
not too slow
just perfect enough
to make you feel like you are away
rather than the comfort of your bathroom

but you open your eyes
and you are instantly back to reality
all your worries and anxieties
are creeping in