She stands with dignity in the middle of the field Perks her ears at the sound of my boots. She swings her big head toward me and looks. I whistle to her, knowing it will never work. She will wait for me, but never come. I approach her and slip the halter over her ears, Kiss her nose. I brush her graying mane, and try to pretend she is not old. And she trots with pride and Is not embarrassed when she trips.