Part 1: DESOLATE SPACES STILL Depth of the gray evening Envelops the lone wolf child who wanders through it Slowly making her way up the river, careful of the damp moss on the cobblestone path Only looking up from the ground to gaze upon the stars Looking to the constellations for guidance, unafraid of what surrounds her All she really knows is the cold and the dark and the stars Tips fading as they emanate from the center point Even as dreams fade with outward pushes, the stars fade as the light moves. And she moves. She has class at 7:30 the next morning Paling in importance as it looms closer, its pressure now mere hours from her shoulders Ants crawling across the sea and she’s had her fill of the meaningless chaos Chaos. From ordered civilization emerges organized institution, but those incarcerated can’t be tamed Even zombies without worth run wild within the stone walls So when another stretch looms before the lone wolf as she breathes in freedom, she can’t care. Slipping through her mind is only one reason to submit. She whispers his name in her mind. Tall, handsome, sweet, and funny… just her type and he’s right within reach… If she submits and lets herself try Loud hints in the soft and subtle moments make her feel like submission is worth it Left to her own devices, she’d wander forever. But now she’ll have to make her way to class.
Part 2: Great Lakes I entered into a staring contest with the nerd from English class It was a deep dive exploration of the Great Lakes Two great crystallized depths locked on me They mirrored each other brimming with emotion They were a river and torch to baptize me by fire But it was just a staring contest And afterwards she turned right back to her notebook Completely unaware she’d left my soul spinning Which leaves me terrified of how effortlessly enthralling she is That her eyes have such power… and she doesn’t even seem to know.
This poem appears in full here: https://medium.com/@briannarduffin/english-study-15d428d7475