I see the hate in your words
Why do you do this to me
I want your kiss that I miss
You answer to my love with
Hate I may **** you with my

Heart but my heart is becoming
Black like tar from the hate you
You create
I ask will you marry me
With my dark deadly heart

Then you push me into the
The wall and kiss me and bring me back in like a tide
I **** you with love
Yet you turn into a lovely dove of acceptance
That my heart is begging for but  

You go to a new lover
I **** you with my body
Yet you use me as a place your darkest desires
You push me down were I smile with a frown
Am I toy too you or am I your love or nothing

Now you **** me with your hate of me I take off my engagement ring
And I follow my body and I cheat on your with my secret love you are
Not mine anymore your lovers love so don't come back for me

I'm alone and
Happy
I hate you, my love,  we are not meant to be you are sick and I'm well you are evil I'm good
Will you **** me no or torture me with your love I hope you rot in

hell you evil being
You have held me back for too long now I’m in charge what the ******* have you did to me
That is the story of my heart.