Thirty years separate our lives
If she was here, she'd be forty-five
Sometimes I lay awake at night
The tears I try to fight
But I have never won
The tears, they always come
I didn't even know what was going on
Just one day she was all of a sudden gone
And no matter how hard I try
I don't even remember saying goodbye
I had only taken thirty-six million deep breaths
By the time of her unseen death
I never had a chance to say goodbye
It hurts me everyday, so much that sometimes I cry
When you go home share your love with your mom
Because you never know when she will be gone