I want to fall asleep in your arms every night. I want the next time I see you to be better than the last. I want to go on exotic dates, like Korean BBQ. I want to dress freely. I want to eat pizza with you on Fridays and watch movies into Saturday. I want to be young and dumb and in love, the best kind of love, with you. I want, to stop saying I want. I want you to show me a world I never knew. I want to be amazed that you were ever created. I want you to see me for all that I am. I want to run away and get married on a secluded island and never come back. Learn the native language and teach math. Drink from palm trees and wear sandals. Shower weekly and still be in love. I want to wrap this up in a way that makes you smile. But I cant, because im in denial.