" I want him to stay here, with me"

I actually feel this way about you.
I actually thought that this was going to go far.
You started a new fire in my heart.
And now your telling me that you didn't mean to?
I'm sure you know how I feel about you.
I thought that maybe, just maybe, this would work.
But maybe, you played me.
Thought you were different from the others,
turns out you were just the same.
Now you're not allowed to say my name.
I was a fool to think,
that we would actually look cool.
Maybe I'm a hopeless romantic.
But I know what I want, not afraid to go
after it.
I'm not going around,
and leading people on.
And I'm definitely not
not roaming around.
I'm more into
treating people
how they should be treated.
Not playing with their minds and emotions.
Unfortunately, we are surrounded by oceans
of people,
who would rather have a fling
for a month or two.
Rather than
taking on something
serious.
I actually feel
like this is all a lie,
and none of what we had,
even mattered to you.
I actually thought, that we were happy.
You actually had me thinking
that what we had was important, and real.
You actually got me thinking that we would make it.
And worst of all,
You actually made me think that you cared about me
You actually made me believe that maybe, just maybe,
that you meant it when you told me those very powerful words,
very sensitive 3 words.
At the end, you say to me, ¨Have a nice day¨.
Only if there was a way,
to make you feel the pain you caused me.
This is why, I dislike
Valentines Day.