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Feb 2018
Clothing stores losing money because being broken is in style
It's like being a complete upside down smile

Feeling like I'll never reach the light at the end of the tunnel
Feeling like I am stuck in a black hole
Feeling like I'll never be whole

What's whole? Does it even exist?

Feeling like the fat that's been trimmed
Feeling like the waste that couldn't even feed the soil
Feeling like the only pauper in a world of royalty
Feeling like I am meant to be alone no family no love no loyalty
Feeling like a jigsaw puzzle with only one piece
Feeling like my minds a battle field and I'll never find peace
Feeling like I'll never get ahead
Feeling like I wanna drop dead

How to move on?
How to stay strong?

Feeling like I must be going crazy
Feeling like there's no one to help carry me
Feeling like there's so many fish in the sea but who wants the bacteria?
Feeling like I am in darkness tired of living in fear tired of shedding all these tears
Feeling like my life's been hell and will always be for the rest of my years
Feeling homeless
Feeling hopeless
Feeling useless
Feeling worthless

They say what's life without love but what's love if I don't wanna be alive
What more can I do how much more can I do to stay strong until I want to survive

Feeling like why chase after when I don't get chased after
Feeling like I don't deserve a queen so I couldn't have a happy ever after
Feeling all this pain at once where's my laughter?

Feeling like I am always left behind
Feeling like I am treated like nevermind
Feeling like where's the roof where's the rope
Feeling like where's the knife when I've lost all hope.
kurvalmedia
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kurvalmedia  18/M/Johannesburg South Africa
(18/M/Johannesburg South Africa)   
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