And all I cold think was how ******* strong you looked. And I'm grateful. Really grateful for that moment when your strong body and strong mind was forefront Instead of what I usually see, a broken mind and a blown apart face.
Because most of your life Was a celebration of it. And you were able to be there and be here and love and live and laugh and cry
The last six months of your life have dominated mine the last five years. And I'm hoping that the old memories will spring forth soon. I hope that they're not ruined. Like a water soaked book Abandoned and allowed to dry together
Dear Lord, Let me remember. Because those times, may have been the best in my life. And with you gone. All I have is the memories.